Last for Tonight

Lastly for tonight, if your reading this and ive made a mistake, I apologize. This situation has broken me down emotionally, and physically. I dont know what to do, and its hard on me. I know, i messed things up and its not the same. But im asking for forgiveness, a second chance. If your reading this and I did not make a mistake towards you, you can benefit from this. If you read the blog, and put two and two together, odds are good you should come up with four. Girl or guy, you should be able to see what I have done. The first way you can benefit, is by not doing what I did. You dont always have to learn from your own mistakes, learning from other peoples goes a long way. Keep your eyes open to what happens around you. If you see a friend, or a complete stranger make a mistake, first try to help them, but also study it. You will find yourself realizing what they did, which should help you to keep from doing it. Second way this will help you is by knowing what to do if your the one that ends up making the mistake. Its tough to do, to first apologize, especially if they want no part of that apology. Its even tougher to do to keep pushing that apology. You almost have to be obnoxious with it, because the other person is pushing you away, keeping you out. Dont let a brick wall keep you from running through it. My favorite quote of all time comes in handy here, and it is from "The Last Lecture" by Randy Pausch, who was a Carnegie Mellon Prefessor who gave one last lecture before he died from Pancretic cancer. The quote, "Brick walls are there for a reason. They are not there to keep us out, they are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. They are there to keep out the people who don't want it bad enough." The quote is so true. If your dealing with any kind of issue right now, run through the brick wall, and show that person, and everyone around you how bad you want it.